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The Pilot Story....

Spike gets his soul back, but he can't find the forgiveness he craves. Having a soul now makes him have to concentrate to be evil. Abandoned by the Sunnydale humans, he has to find a new way give his demonic energy some outlet.

This story has inspired the Spike/Angel slash video 'Dangerous' by Blondie.

It's amazing. See it here.

This story has eight following episodes 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8

and is then continued in Season 2, "The Darkling Plain", which has ten episodes:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

Runner up Round 9 Shades of Grey Awards

Nominated for Best Angst, Best Darkfic and Best Series

Nominated for Best Dark/Angst

Nominated for best m/m slash and for best writer of NC 17

Winner in the Irresitible Lover Awards of:

Best overall slash, best dark angst, best BtVS/AtS slash, best vampire fic, judges' pick, best action adventure

Nominated in the Shadows and Dust Fanfiction Awards for:


Best Angst, Best Male Slash, Best Plot, Be st Series, and Best Dramatic Fiction.

Nominated in the Shades of Grey Awards for Best Dark Angst